r ‘ ' OCTOBER 5 TODAY MY LIFE BEGAN. MY PARENTS DO NOT, KNOW IT YET, I AM AS ‘ V r y SMALL AS A SEED OF AN APPLE, BUT IT IS I ALREADY. AND I AM TO ’ ' » - BE A GIRL. I SHAH: HAVE BLOND HAIR AND BLUE EYES. JUST ABOUT

EVERYTHINGIS SETTLED THOUGH, EVEN THE FACT THAT I SHALL LOVE‘ '

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A , . ., OCTOBER .19 'SOME SAY THAT I AM NOT A REAL PERSON YET, THAT ONLY MY MOTHER 3w :6 . ; EXISTS. BUT I AM A REAL PERSON, JUST AS SMALL CRUMB IS YET é? " : TRULVLBBEARLLLMLMOTHERISHANDI AM. I ‘ —

Tiff MYTMOUTH .18 JUST BEGINNING To OPEN Now; Jusr THINK, IN A ' 7’ \ YEAR 0R SO I SHALL BE LAUGHING AND‘LATER TALKING. I KNOW WHAT MY FIRST WORD WILL BE: MAMA. v

‘ . . OCTOBER 25 MY HEART BEGAN TO BEAT TODAY ALL BY ITSELF. FROM NOW ON IT , 1 SHALL GENTLY BEAT ‘FOR‘ THE REST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT 'EVER STOP—

PING TOREST! AND AFTER MANY YEARS IT WILL TIRE. IT WILL STOP, AND THEN I SHALL DIE. ‘ .1 '

NOVEMBER 2 "I' AM GROWING A BIT EVERY DAY. MY ARMS AND LEGS ARE BEGINNING ‘ T - TO TAKE SHAPE. BUT I HAVE TO WAIT A LONG TIME YET BEFORE .. ' THOSE LITTLE LEGS WI‘LL RAISEME TO MY MOTHER"S ARMS, BEFORE ‘7’ ‘ " ‘ THESE LITTLE‘ARMS WILL BE .ABLE TO GATHER FLOWERS AND EMBRACE ‘ ' MY FATHER. - .. ' , A

NOVEMBER 12 TIMV'FINGERS" ARE BEGINNING TO FORM ON MY HANDS. FUNNY How A - SMALL THEY ARE: I'LL BE ABLE TO STROKE MY MOTHER’S HAIR, wITH THE : ' . .

—,; . ‘ *’ ‘ ‘ a ’ 9‘ 'JNOVEMBER‘ZO IT WASN'T'UNTIL TOOAV THAT THE DOCTOR TOLO MOM THAT I AM . - . ' ~ LIVING HERE UNDER HER HEART. . OH, How HAPPY SHE MuST BE!‘ ,' AREZ-YOUH'SBBVWM? ' ' . ‘

NOVEMBER 25, MY MOM DAD ARE ‘PROBABLY'THINKINGV ABOUT A NAME, FOR ME. ; BUT THEY DON'T'EVEN KNOW THAT I AM A LITTLE GIRL. I WANT TO‘BE CALLED KATHY. I AM GETTING SO BIG ALREADY.

DECEMBER 10‘ MY HAIR Is GROWING. IT IS SMOOTH ANO. BRIGHT ANO SHINY. I A . WONDER WHAT KIND OF HAIR MOM HAS. . .

DECEMBER 13’ I AM‘JUST ABOUT‘ABLE TO SEE. IT IS DARK AROUND ME. WHEN ‘ MOM BRINGS ME INTO THEWORLD IT [WILL BE FULL OF SUNSHINE

AND FLOWERS. , BUT WHAT I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING IS TO SEE “MY MOM. HOW DO'YOU/LOOK, MOM?

DECEMBER 24 .I WONDER IF MOM‘HEARS THE WHISPERING OF MY HEART? SOME

_ ‘ CHILDREN COME INTO THE WORLD A LITTLE SICK. BUT MY HEART

.. _ _ . IS STRONG AND HEALTHY-.2 IT BEATS SO EVENLY: 'TUP—TUP, TUP- - ' _ ‘ 5 ‘ TUP, . YOU'LL’HAVE A. HEALTHY LITTLE DAUGHTER, MOM! '

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OEGEMBER Is Tom MV‘MOTHERKILLEO'ME. A U T H O R

f."Dnl'A'RY3‘C-0F AN” UNBORN‘.’ CHILD

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